Sunday, August 7, 2011
What do you think I should do now?
My 19-year-old long distance (now ex) boyfriend wants me to tell my mother that he and I just had an argument - even though she already knows we've broken up - and that we will “wait it off” until we see each other again. He got kicked out of his house by his mother and ended up sleeping in a park (he didn’t want to be a burden to his friends) with no food and missed school for 2 days, when his mother saw the uncensored pictures of himself that he sent me. I've sent him uncensored pictures of myself to shut him up, but now he wants more, and he gets really upset every time I say no. He's lied to his mother for me (I never asked him to do that), and now he wants me to do the same to my mother for him. He says the reason why I don't send him the picture he wants is because he thinks he's a horrible boyfriend and person-I believe otherwise; His take on Twilight is that it's some prissy *** yucky-for-babies fantasy and I was appalled with this at first, but I eventually decided not to be shallow and accept it. But then he said he'd watch New Moon - with me, of course - just for me since I love it so much. (Again, I never asked him to do that, and I didn’t force him either, if that’s what you’re thinking.) He said he only has eyes for me, and when I told him that that was something Edward Cullen would say, he claims that I just "ruined" the moment. He also mentioned that he can’t even look at other women because he still loves me. And, when he's back home (he's in LA right now, but he's a Filipino born in the Philippines), he wants to talk about stuff with my mother. It's not that I don't want him to see me naked, I do, but I don't think now's the right time. This might sound disturbing, but he’s the one I want to lose “it” to, if you know what I mean. (Sorry, that was too much information.) And no, I’m not giving in to “peer pressure” or what-not, just plain curiosity. I'm only 15-years-old, but quite very mature, by the way. My sincerest apologies to whoever is reading this question, if my paragraph seems very “out of order” to you. It’s just an awful lot to take in! How can I get him to stop breathing down my neck about wanting a picture of my “love hole” so badly?
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